In message <[email hidden]>, Roger Zoul
<[email hidden]> writes
Quoted message said:Naw....that's all wrong. Go reread the friggin book!
Blimey, Roger, what's wrong with asking for information? Have I
wandered into alt.[censored]-slap.low-carb by mistake?
I'm faintly annoyed at having to explain myself, but if it helps clear
things up, here goes.
I can't re-read the book because I don't have it any more. I lent it
out and never got it back. I really don't want to go and buy another
copy because I am not working, being a full-time mum, and am seriously
broke. I don't think that trying to get it from a library is a
particularly good idea, partly because of the stress (do NOT
underestimate this) of dragging a stroppy Toddler With Attitude there
and have her either scream the place down if she's not let out of her
buggy, or have her wreck the place - I am not exaggerating here - if she
is. And that's if they actually have the book in stock. If they don't,
then the waiting list could be months. I speak from experience.
If I had the book, it could also take me months to read it. I used to
read at least a book a day, but I just have no time to myself any more.
It's one of the most difficult things for me, adapting to parenthood,
that my favourite pastime of curling up with a good book and a cat in my
lap has gone out the window. I am on the go, running around after a
toddler, sixteen hours a day, without a minute to go to the bathroom,
let alone read a book. When she finally goes down at night, I have to
set to doing all the chores that needed doing during the day. I can't
remember when I last had an unbroken night's sleep, or a stretch of
sleep greater than four hours. I am *tired*, and my ability to absorb
information is much reduced. Some nights I swear I am asleep before I
get into bed. I have been reading my current book for seven weeks, and
I'm still only on page 37.
Maybe it would be good to read the book again, and I'm sure I will in
due course, but I need to know what to do *now*. Today. Not in
umpty-ump months' time. Because I feel ill. Rotten. Awful. And
experience tells me that the most constructive thing I can do for myself
is eat properly.
All right my love?
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Mogget, the Churl in the Puce Greatcoat