Hey Carol-
I read once that it is very common for people in Overeaters Anonymous to
also have problems with shoppin/spending addiction. There is a link
somewhere for a lot of people. If you add that to problems with brain
chemistry, you have a tough row to hoe. You can get control so persavere and
know that there are a lot of people sending out positive energy to you. Hang
in there.
--
Bear-
Grrrrrrrrrrrr :o)
"Carol" <[email hidden]> wrote in message
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Quoted message said:At the beginning of this month, I made some enormous financial errors
which
Quoted message said:resulted in having first our electricity and then our gas turned off.
I had to give all my perishables to my daughter. I know she doesn't have
space for all that I gave her, but I like to imagine that she at least
found good homes for some of it. She has a diabetic friend who lives with
her, and I'm hoping that she received some benefit from my loss.
In the meantime, I was so far overdrawn that we couldn't buy food. Wound
up going to the Salvation Army food pantry. We got about a zillion cans
of
Quoted message said:baked beans and several cans of kidney beans. Several kinds of crackers,
day-old bread, creamed corn ... you get the general idea.
The only thing I could safely eat was canned chunk chicken. They gave us
frozen meats, but we had to give them to someone else who was there for
food, since we had no way of keeping them fresh.
I've discovered that I have a bad intolerance to either wheat or gluten.
I
Quoted message said:blow up like a beach ball and look like I could go into labor at any
moment
Quoted message said:when I eat wheat.
I received part of my monthly income yesterday, and we bought yogurt,
cream, Hood's Carb Countdown chocolate milk (for hot cocoa), cream cheese,
eggs, sugar-free bacon, and some shredded mozzarella-cheddar cheese.
For the first time in weeks, I had my old faithful yogurt for breakfast
today. Boy, did that feel good. Both emotionally and physically.
I'm not going to weigh myself until I can see visible improvement. Call
it
Quoted message said:denial if you will, but knowing what's happened to me would likely prove
emotionally devastating.
I borrowed a couple books from the library about compulsive overeating. I
wound up craving every food mentioned in the book, so they're going back
to
Quoted message said:the library. I'm hoping that my HMO will approve visits to an eating
disorder specialist, and am writing them a letter later today, formally
requesting that approval. (They never got back to me when I called on the
phone.)
It's good to be back. I've been miserable, and it's nice to see some
smiling faces.
Carol
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"Years ago my mother used to say to me... She'd say,
'In this world Elwood, you must be oh-so smart or oh-so pleasant.'
Well, for years I was smart.... I recommend pleasant. You may quote me."
*James Stewart* in the 1950 movie, _Harvey_