Velvet said:Not really, but I know how badly I react to being pushed along to do
things too fast - it all leads to tense frustrated failure. Far better
for me to do it at my own steady pace (which a lot of people regard as
similar to a snail, I might add!)
Sorry if these seems to be banging the same chords again and again...
but I'm not trying to get you to move at any pace other than your own.
What I'm suggesting is a different priority.
At the moment it seems like you're trying to lean all the basic skills
very gradually but at the same time, on "normal" rides. This is, if you
think about it, in marked contrast to the way most things are taught,
which is to hammer at basic skills one at a time. By taking out
everything but one particular skill you actually reduce the pressures of
anxiety, not increase them!
You gave a very good illustration of how there are so many things
preying on your mind on normal riding that adding anything else will
just make it worse. Quite so, but this also illustrates the quandary
with your approach: you'll learn things once you're relaxed, but it's
very difficult to relax when there's so much to worry about and the
basic skills aren't quite there.
Hammering at a basic skill over and over and over again in a situation
where everything else is removed is a proven way to get those basic
skills in place. Taking up kayaking in the not too distant past I
learned to roll the boat in a swimming pool with everything as much
under control as it could be. That made doing a roll "in anger" flipped
over in surf a lot easier to get right than learning to roll to start
with in a tricky place, as being in the swimming pool I didn't have to
worry about stern ruddering, and tidal rips, and brace strokes etc. etc.
at the same time I was getting a roll into shape.
Another parallel: I've been a free heel skier for about 12 years. For
about the first 7 of those I made gradual progress at my own rate,
practising my downhill skills on tours, and I was very happy with my
progress (does that ring any bells?). Then I ended up on a holiday with
a qualified instructor who believes in getting basic skills sorted, and
I learned more in a few days of occasional tips and repeating exercises
to hone basic skills than I had learned in the previous 7 /seasons/ of
skiing. Not only did it improve my skiing, but it improved my ability
to get even better, and serious downhills became something to enjoy
rather than to survive. I'd spent years thinking pretty much exactly
the way you seem to be doing now, and it is only with hindsight that I
can say I really wasn't doing myself any favours, though I was quite
sure I was doing what was right for me at the time.
Think of any skill you've learned, and think if it was broken down into
simple, basic steps which you got completely mastered so they were in
place and working before you had to combine them with anything else. I
can't really think of any that don't fit that description, and cycling
was one of the many that does.
Quoted message said:of the wrong kind. Where's the pleasure in it, if I'm tense and
worrying all the time from trying to re-learn too much too soon?
It's the fact that you're trying to relearn everything at the same time
that I think is possibly part of the problem, however slowly. What I'm
suggesting doesn't really apply to "too soon", you start working on
things one at a time and keep on at your own rate until you're there
with the one thing, then address the next. There's nothing much else to
worry about in the meantime.
Quoted message said:I have to say, I didn't start into this thread looking for 'help me
signal and use clipless' advice :-) It just seems to have ended up that
way, which wasn't my intention at all - I'm happy with the progress I'm
making, slow though it is - and have no desire to try and speed it up
only to have something set me back.
Again, I'm not trying to force a speed, just suggesting trying to do one
thing at a time, then the next thing, etc. It stops when it's finished
according to your timetable, not mine.
Pete.
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