day 4.

Sounds like you're going through a lot Lori. I hope it all works out for
you and good luck.

--
Cheri

Lorelei wrote in message ...

Quoted message said:

I am in ketosis so things are good. I had a headache yesterday but

that's

Quoted message said:

gone. My asthma is so bad like it was in 2002. But it will get better.
I am not hungry already. I swear, overeating is a compulsion. I don't

have

Quoted message said:

that when I eat low carb but when I don't, I have insatiable hunger. I

crave

Quoted message said:

one thing after another. and crave it until I have some.

So I am grateful to be back in control of myself (at least this way) I

still

Quoted message said:

have problems.
Sam (14) in Hazelden, has been using opium and pot and who knows what

else.

Quoted message said:

Trenton (5) very clingy, not whiny, just insistent of fairly constant
physical contact.

Curt (41) winding down in his battle with prostate cancer and

alienating so

Quoted message said:

many people, including me.

They are not going to recommend that sam live in a house with

painkillers.

Quoted message said:

Curt is very defensive and quick to anger, so those two in the same

house

Quoted message said:

isn't going to work. I think Curt's leaving me went on just too long

because

Quoted message said:

he wants to move back in here (he left Sept 9) and I am not ready for

that

Quoted message said:

at all.

But I am thankful for my job.All it took was a call and I have been

able to

Quoted message said:

switch me schedule to day shift (I dread it already) during the week

and

Quoted message said:

nights (my preferred shift) on my every other weekend. Loyalty (17yrs)

does

Quoted message said:

have it's benefits.

glad to be here

--
Lori

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Back for the pity party again so soon?

--
You take stupid to a new level. -- MFW

"Lorelei" <[email hidden]> wrote in message
news:[email hidden]...

Quoted message said:

I am in ketosis so things are good. I had a headache yesterday but that's
gone. My asthma is so bad like it was in 2002. But it will get better.
I am not hungry already. I swear, overeating is a compulsion. I don't have
that when I eat low carb but when I don't, I have insatiable hunger. I
crave one thing after another. and crave it until I have some.

So I am grateful to be back in control of myself (at least this way) I
still have problems.
Sam (14) in Hazelden, has been using opium and pot and who knows what
else.

Trenton (5) very clingy, not whiny, just insistent of fairly constant
physical contact.

Curt (41) winding down in his battle with prostate cancer and alienating
so many people, including me.

They are not going to recommend that sam live in a house with painkillers.
Curt is very defensive and quick to anger, so those two in the same house
isn't going to work. I think Curt's leaving me went on just too long
because he wants to move back in here (he left Sept 9) and I am not ready
for that at all.

But I am thankful for my job.All it took was a call and I have been able
to switch me schedule to day shift (I dread it already) during the week
and nights (my preferred shift) on my every other weekend. Loyalty (17yrs)
does have it's benefits.

glad to be here

--
Lori

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In article <[email hidden]>,
[email hidden] says...

Quoted message said:

I am in ketosis so things are good. I had a headache yesterday but that's
gone. My asthma is so bad like it was in 2002. But it will get better.
I am not hungry already. I swear, overeating is a compulsion. I don't have
that when I eat low carb but when I don't, I have insatiable hunger. I crave
one thing after another. and crave it until I have some.

So I am grateful to be back in control of myself (at least this way) I still
have problems.

Yes, and you NEED to be able to have control over something now more
than ever. I'm glad to see you back here!

Quoted message said:

They are not going to recommend that sam live in a house with painkillers.
Curt is very defensive and quick to anger, so those two in the same house
isn't going to work. I think Curt's leaving me went on just too long because
he wants to move back in here (he left Sept 9) and I am not ready for that
at all.

You need to do what's best for yourself and your boys. Curt has shown
that, due to the cancer spreading to his brain, he can no longer
consistently control his temper. You do whatever you need to do to stay
strong.

--
Saffire
205/129/125
Atkins since 6/14/03
Progress photo: http://photos.yahoo.com/saffire333

*** This post originated in alt.support.diet.low-carb -- its appearance
in any other forum is deceptive and unauthorized. ***

I just missed you so much that I had to come back to hear some of your
moronic BS. I wish prostate cancer on you.

In article <[email hidden]>,
[email hidden] says...

Quoted message said:

I just missed you so much that I had to come back to hear some of your
moronic BS. I wish prostate cancer on you.

Don't tell me, let me guess -- you're talking to JC, aren't you?

--
Saffire
205/129/125
Atkins since 6/14/03
Progress photo: http://photos.yahoo.com/saffire333

*** This post originated in alt.support.diet.low-carb -- its appearance
in any other forum is deceptive and unauthorized. ***

I don't imagine there's any malady that would provoke me to whine half as
much as you do in your every post.

--
You take stupid to a new level. -- MFW

"Lorelei" <[email hidden]> wrote in message
news:[email hidden]...

Quoted message said:

I just missed you so much that I had to come back to hear some of your
moronic BS. I wish prostate cancer on you.

Saffire said:

In article <[email hidden]>,
[email hidden] says...

Quoted message said:

I just missed you so much that I had to come back to hear some of your
moronic BS. I wish prostate cancer on you.

Don't tell me, let me guess -- you're talking to JC, aren't you?

Duh, sure she is. One of the very first posts she made coming back to
the group was attacking JC before he ever typed a single word to her
(and it's not the first or even second time she's done this either).
Make no mistake, she likes to play. Funny that you never have
anything to say about stuff like that.

In case you haven't figured it out yet (right/wrong/indifferent) she
is not a Nice Person.

Suze, do you know anything about what Lorelei has been going though? And
how cruel JC has been to her? Do you perhaps have her confused with someone
else, like Jaime?

In news:[email hidden],
Suze <suze_andersonATspamcopDOTnet> stated
|
| Duh, sure she is. One of the very first posts she made coming back to
| the group was attacking JC before he ever typed a single word to her
| (and it's not the first or even second time she's done this either).
| Make no mistake, she likes to play. Funny that you never have
| anything to say about stuff like that.
|
| In case you haven't figured it out yet (right/wrong/indifferent) she
| is not a Nice Person.

Suze, do you know anything about what Lorelei has been going though? And
how cruel JC has been to her? Do you perhaps have her confused with someone
else, like Jaime?

In news:[email hidden],
Suze <suze_andersonATspamcopDOTnet> stated
|
| Duh, sure she is. One of the very first posts she made coming back to
| the group was attacking JC before he ever typed a single word to her
| (and it's not the first or even second time she's done this either).
| Make no mistake, she likes to play. Funny that you never have
| anything to say about stuff like that.
|
| In case you haven't figured it out yet (right/wrong/indifferent) she
| is not a Nice Person.

Suze, do you know anything about what Lorelei has been going though? And
how cruel JC has been to her? Do you perhaps have her confused with someone
else, like Jaime?

In news:[email hidden],
Suze <suze_andersonATspamcopDOTnet> stated
|
| Duh, sure she is. One of the very first posts she made coming back to
| the group was attacking JC before he ever typed a single word to her
| (and it's not the first or even second time she's done this either).
| Make no mistake, she likes to play. Funny that you never have
| anything to say about stuff like that.
|
| In case you haven't figured it out yet (right/wrong/indifferent) she
| is not a Nice Person.

"Saffire" <[email hidden]> wrote in message
news:[email hidden]...

Quoted message said:

In article <[email hidden]>,
[email hidden] says...

Quoted message said:

I just missed you so much that I had to come back to hear some of your
moronic BS. I wish prostate cancer on you.

Don't tell me, let me guess -- you're talking to JC, aren't you?

--
Saffire
205/129/125
Atkins since 6/14/03
Progress photo: http://photos.yahoo.com/saffire333

I sure am. I have him blocked on OE but at work I use google and still see
his moronic bs. and I was in a bad mood because we lost a 44 yr old patient
at work that night and we shouldn't even HAVE a 44 yr old patient because I
work in pediatric hospital!!
Maybe if JC had some real problems to deal with he'd stay off this NG some
and quit discouraging people and maybe get just a tich of humanity in him.
but probably not.

--
Lori

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"Suze" <suze_andersonATspamcopDOTnet> wrote in message
news:[email hidden]...

Quoted message said:

Saffire said:

In article <[email hidden]>,
[email hidden] says...

Quoted message said:

I just missed you so much that I had to come back to hear some of your
moronic BS. I wish prostate cancer on you.

Don't tell me, let me guess -- you're talking to JC, aren't you?

Duh, sure she is. One of the very first posts she made coming back to
the group was attacking JC before he ever typed a single word to her
(and it's not the first or even second time she's done this either).
Make no mistake, she likes to play. Funny that you never have
anything to say about stuff like that.

In case you haven't figured it out yet (right/wrong/indifferent) she
is not a Nice Person.

PLONK

I've been coming here off an on since 1999. so do a little research.

"FOB" <[email hidden]> wrote in message
news:[email hidden]...

Quoted message said:

Suze, do you know anything about what Lorelei has been going though? And
how cruel JC has been to her? Do you perhaps have her confused with
someone
else, like Jaime?

Thank you. very much. . Curt walked out on me leaving me broke with the boys
and the house in shambles and I went to Hazelden's Family program in Sept (3
days after he left). Now he wants to move home and I have said No at this
point. the house isn't any bigger and the same people he walked out on still
live here. My son Sam (14) is now in Hazelden's youth treatment center, He
has been using Opium and Marijuana. Good thing we live in Minnesota, huh?

I learned so much about powerlessness and how to care for me and the boys.
Curt's med use is astronomical!! Fentanyl, Morphine, Vicodin, pot, he is
basically on a rollercoaster.

After punishing myself for almost 2 yrs and 40 some lbs, I am ready to take
back my life.

Thanks for the support FOB, Saffire and all those that remember how this
last 22 months has been for me.

--
Lori

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186/179/145

wife of Curtis diagnosed with Metastatic Prostate Cancer 12/31/2004
40 yr and 1 day old
failed Hormone deprivation therapy in 9 mo (instead of the usual 18-24 mo)
radiation x10
Failed Chemo after 4 rounds
Strontium 89 Oct 2005

http://community.webshots.com/user/lorismiller

"FOB" <[email hidden]> wrote in message
news:[email hidden]...

Quoted message said:

Suze, do you know anything about what Lorelei has been going though? And
how cruel JC has been to her? Do you perhaps have her confused with
someone
else, like Jaime?

Thank you. very much. . Curt walked out on me leaving me broke with the boys
and the house in shambles and I went to Hazelden's Family program in Sept (3
days after he left). Now he wants to move home and I have said No at this
point. the house isn't any bigger and the same people he walked out on still
live here. My son Sam (14) is now in Hazelden's youth treatment center, He
has been using Opium and Marijuana. Good thing we live in Minnesota, huh?

I learned so much about powerlessness and how to care for me and the boys.
Curt's med use is astronomical!! Fentanyl, Morphine, Vicodin, pot, he is
basically on a rollercoaster.

After punishing myself for almost 2 yrs and 40 some lbs, I am ready to take
back my life.

Thanks for the support FOB, Saffire and all those that remember how this
last 22 months has been for me.

--
Lori

(Atkins 1/16/2003) 220-144 from Jan to Nov
restart Nov 12. 2005
186/179/145

wife of Curtis diagnosed with Metastatic Prostate Cancer 12/31/2004
40 yr and 1 day old
failed Hormone deprivation therapy in 9 mo (instead of the usual 18-24 mo)
radiation x10
Failed Chemo after 4 rounds
Strontium 89 Oct 2005

http://community.webshots.com/user/lorismiller

In article <[email hidden]>,
[email hidden] says...

Quoted message said:

Suze, do you know anything about what Lorelei has been going though? And
how cruel JC has been to her? Do you perhaps have her confused with someone
else, like Jaime?

In news:[email hidden],
Suze <suze_andersonATspamcopDOTnet> stated
|
| Duh, sure she is. One of the very first posts she made coming back to
| the group was attacking JC before he ever typed a single word to her
| (and it's not the first or even second time she's done this either).
| Make no mistake, she likes to play. Funny that you never have
| anything to say about stuff like that.
|
| In case you haven't figured it out yet (right/wrong/indifferent) she
| is not a Nice Person.

From what I've seen from the very first posts of Suze here is that she
is JC's stalwart cheerleader (or possibly a sock puppet of his). IOW,
he's an [censored] and she's his groupie.

--
Saffire
205/129/125
Atkins since 6/14/03
Progress photo: http://photos.yahoo.com/saffire333

*** This post originated in alt.support.diet.low-carb -- its appearance
in any other forum is deceptive and unauthorized. ***

You sure didn't waste any time in getting off the low carb topic and
starting up the pity party.

--
Dost thou come here to whine? -- Shakespeare

"Lorelei" <[email hidden]> wrote in message
news:[email hidden]...

Quoted message said:

"FOB" <[email hidden]> wrote in message
news:[email hidden]...

Quoted message said:

Suze, do you know anything about what Lorelei has been going though? And
how cruel JC has been to her? Do you perhaps have her confused with
someone
else, like Jaime?

Thank you. very much. . Curt walked out on me leaving me broke with the
boys and the house in shambles and I went to Hazelden's Family program in
Sept (3 days after he left). Now he wants to move home and I have said No
at this point. the house isn't any bigger and the same people he walked
out on still live here. My son Sam (14) is now in Hazelden's youth
treatment center, He has been using Opium and Marijuana. Good thing we
live in Minnesota, huh?

I learned so much about powerlessness and how to care for me and the boys.
Curt's med use is astronomical!! Fentanyl, Morphine, Vicodin, pot, he is
basically on a rollercoaster.

After punishing myself for almost 2 yrs and 40 some lbs, I am ready to
take back my life.

Thanks for the support FOB, Saffire and all those that remember how this
last 22 months has been for me.

--
Lori

(Atkins 1/16/2003) 220-144 from Jan to Nov
restart Nov 12. 2005
186/179/145

wife of Curtis diagnosed with Metastatic Prostate Cancer 12/31/2004
40 yr and 1 day old
failed Hormone deprivation therapy in 9 mo (instead of the usual 18-24 mo)
radiation x10
Failed Chemo after 4 rounds
Strontium 89 Oct 2005

http://community.webshots.com/user/lorismiller

[censored]

"Lorelei" <[email hidden]> wrote in message
news:[email hidden]...

Quoted message said:

[censored]

sorry to everyone else. I was using google at work and didn't reference to
whom I was speaking.
It was aimed at the resident creep

--
Lori

(Atkins 1/16/2003) 220-144 from Jan to Nov
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186/179/145

wife of Curtis diagnosed with Metastatic Prostate Cancer 12/31/2004
40 yr and 1 day old
failed Hormone deprivation therapy in 9 mo (instead of the usual 18-24 mo)
radiation x10
Failed Chemo after 4 rounds
Strontium 89 Oct 2005

http://community.webshots.com/user/lorismiller

Quoting FOB:

Quoted message said:

Suze, do you know anything about what Lorelei has been going though? And
how cruel JC has been to her? Do you perhaps have her confused with someone
else, like Jaime?

I'm well aware of who she is and what her general situation is, but
thanks for asking.

She came back swinging as she generally does, and I'll let you google
who had words for the other one first in case you missed it
(apparently you did). Not the first time either.

She doesn't want to ignore YKW and is here to poke/prod/play and then
disingenuously call foul, make no mistake.

If you've bought into it, you're rather naive for a (Fat) Old Broad.

Quoted message said:

In news:[email hidden],
Suze <suze_andersonATspamcopDOTnet> stated
|
| Duh, sure she is. One of the very first posts she made coming back to
| the group was attacking JC before he ever typed a single word to her
| (and it's not the first or even second time she's done this either).
| Make no mistake, she likes to play. Funny that you never have
| anything to say about stuff like that.

| In case you haven't figured it out yet (right/wrong/indifferent) she
| is not a Nice Person.