Really, can you all come here, line up and smack me in the face! I deserve
it!
I got too cocky and now I am paying.
I had been so "in control" with LC these last few months that I was able to
relax during that TOM and even went ut for an ice cream sundae on 2
occasions. Other times had a not-so-LC-meal, or a little chocolate. All
these things may have caused a slight stall but no cravings or major
problems. Just a curve off my main LC road, ya know?
Well - Holy Halloween, Batman! I thought - "Hey, no prob - I can handle it.
I can eat what I want. AF is here anyway and I'll jusm right back on the
wagon on Monday."
Yeah sure. At a Halloween party on Sat night I ate a few handfuls of M&Ms, a
few fun size candy bars, a giant scoop of Graveyard Pudding, a piece of
Apple Pie, a wedge of quesedilla w/cheese & beans, drank red wine.
Sunday morn I ate Ok but I had to bake a big cake for another party. I was
fine at home but at the my aunts house I ate alot of candy, while
trick-or-treating and after. then at dinner had a piece of my mom's awesome
lasagna. It was really the candy that I was eating like crazy. And drank
more red wine!!
I couldn't handle it Monday morning. All I ate yesterday until 5:00 was
chocolate cake and halloween candy and water. At 5 I had some tuna, 7 I had
roast chicken & salad and by 10 I had a migraine. What a moron.
I bought a bunch of induction type foods yesterday to help me get over the
cravings today and I am resolved to get past this. The scale is so cruel -
can I really be up 5lbs since friday :o( wahhhhh
I have been humbled...