np426z said:"Tim Downie" <[email hidden]> wrote in message
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Quoted message said:As the year draws to an end and as it's only 6 months to my first 95
miler, I'm beginning to wonder about a spot of training for the West
Highland Way race.
Timmy - and, for once, there is a serious edge to my musings - I'm
beginning to get a little worried over you.
I seem to recall, not so long ago, a sprightly if over-zealous newbie
wafting into rec.running with tales of 5k's run at dizzying speeds.
Now, some two years on, this self-same newbie is tackling ultras.
WTF?
Is there something missing in your life?
Undoubtedly. A career, self esteem and that kind of stuff.
Quoted message said:Has running become the
panacea for all your worries?
Not *all* my worries. ;-)
Quoted message said:Is a mid-life crisis hitting hard?
No-one could love running more than I, yet it's only a component of
my world, not my world itself. It took me *years* to go from
running 800/1500's to running 10k's, and years more to get to the
stage where I could seriously contemplate running a good marathon,
were I so minded (which I wasn't).
Yeah but you started young(er) when you actually had a chance of being
seriously competitive. As I started late there's not a lot of point arsing
around with 800/1500's and the shorter stuff.
Quoted message said:The journey was half the fun. You, OTOH, have compressed - even
surpassed - my running history into a few short years. The words
'burn out' seem to dance towards the front of my brain.
Perhaps, but then again, I could get run over by a bus tomorrow and if I
feel I can run the WHW next year, I'd kick myself forevermore if something
happened to prevent me doing it in later years. (It might help you to
understand my position somewhat better if I tell you that my father was left
severely disabled by the after-effects of brain tumour surgery in his
forties).
Quoted message said:Now I don't for one minute expect you to reply saying "Thank god for
Roger, he's parted the mist before my eyes, now I can see clearly
again". All I'm suggesting is that you ask yourself two questions,
namely;
1. Why am I running?
2. What's the rush?
I refer the right honourable gentleman to the answers previously given. ;-)
Quoted message said:Hey, if you come up with answers that justify your present path, then
good on ya'. But I *do* think you should find yourself a quiet
space in your life and ask yourself these questions and reply with
honesty, if only to yourself.
OTOH, you could simply be a talented [censored] of whom I'm incredibly
jealous. Who knows :-)
I think I would deny with my last dying breath that I had any innate talent
for running. I was the archetypal fat kid who was useless at all sports at
school but I will admit that I sometimes feel that it's all a dream and that
when I wake up I'll find that I can't actually run at all. (Like those
dreams where you find that you have amazing musical talents or an ability to
fly).
If I run a bit better than average for my age now, it's simply because in
the absense of being much good at anything else I apply myself to something
that I enjoy.
Tim