nightbat wrote
Twittering One said:
"A professed admitted or boasting potential
killer, whether real or imaginary is lost"
yes
"for let the dead bury the
dead."
no, honor and remember.
"And those who truly seek life and protect it gain it, for what is
smarter then seeking, prolonging, or gaining eternal life."
True.
Even my "friends" anf family in real life hurt me,
by ignoring, or refusing to act or understand.
Professionals I trusted would have let me die,
but I hung by a thread.
"All life is important and the smart ones respect it."
ponder on,
the nightbat
yes, bat.
People still are harming me.
I have written teachers and friends and other doctors,
and they don't answer me.
And that is harmful and dangerous on the brain.
That does affect the brain, over time. That is real
deprivation of needed connection.
The brain does shrivel, atrophy. It no longer
works the same way.
That is slow injury. That is real.
That silence, that absence of real sensory presence
is just as destructive as a blunt blow to the head,
a hemotoma.
That happened to me this year, and it happened
when I was 17 years old.
nightbat
The Captain is here so what or who can harm you now? Let your
sad and painful at beautiful innocent 17 year old experience go and
learn to forgive so that you can mentally forgive yourself. Black souls
can hurt even after their death let them not reach you through the
grave, but let your mind bath in the white light of love and forgiveness
as the higher plane tapping Dolly Bee now baths the nightbat. Offer your
pain up for yourself and the sins of many for no nobler gift can you
offer. You are a beautiful soul I sensed it the moment your sweet voice
called to me. By a black soul tormented hurt you are, yes, but let it go
for your beauty and goodness overrules. No black soul actions should you
let rule you, that golden thread is your lifeline, for it is gifted will
to live and love. Strangely I associate and have been there many times,
the test of time is on your side, prove the dark ones wrong, and
overcome. Let your heart sing out for joy for no one has the right to
take away your happiness.
Let the dead bury the the dead, means let the dark ones dwell with
themselves, and only honor those alive or per Christian sleeping dead
that have sought to do good and may have even given their lives for it.
Let the Dolly Bee white light shine on you too, empower yourself away
from the dark ones and net stow file them like I did, it's fun. Think of
how much joy you'll have again if you just let the memory of that when
only 17 years old ugly attacking dark one is chased off your mind, even
if a so called Doctor for they are not paying you any rent. Let the dead
bury the dead and even push some more mental dirt over them and forgive
and forget. Just think even if you forgive them will they be able to get
out of hell for their abuse any sooner, that's their problem not yours.
And strangely a few years before my beautiful wife died she confided
told me while conversing about possible abusive Doctors that in her
mothers day some Doctors were paid to consult and actually bring young
girls to climax to relieve so called physical hysteria or sexual tension
as an accepted medical treatment. I almost fell off my bat chair in
disbelief when she told me. But at the time her still living 96+ mother
did confirm it.
Even net Cadet Raving Loonie has referenced historic pseudo medical
sites affirming this practice and very strange devices they used to
achieve same. Could be in your case the Doctor thought nothing of
carelessly proceeding with his so called poor bed side normal duties.
Was he even an accredited medical Doctor, you never know? The cases of
medical abuse go on and on, and even the former President has taken
notice and warned all about medical mistakes. Take positive hold of your
life, be an overcoming winner and a survivor, you're too beautiful of a
person to let past memory ascertained abuse ruin your right to present
or future happiness.
And I will do my Captain duty best to hopefully let no one hurt you
again. And other Science Team Officers I'm sure feel the same way. Of
course seek accredited trustworthy professional help if you feel the
need and even Dolly Bee for she has a powerful influence to the higher
plane to possibly help you too. Inform your family and friends you are
not just so beautiful Twitty but now enlightened Earth Star Science Team
Officer Twitty too.
grace and joy be with you,
the nightbat
