I did my first triathlon today (literally My First
Triathlon) and I panicked on the swim. I want to not ever do
this again! Help!
Background:
I'm a relatively new athlete, just having graduated from
being a World Class Couch Potato in the last two years.
Definitely cursed with "adult onset athleticism". I am fine
on the bike and the run and have the stamina of a bull. (I
am not super speedy by any means, but I feel good on both of
those legs and had done a great deal of brick work, so was
ready there.)
I can swim, but I'm not a confident swimmer. I know I won't
drown because I know how to swim, but I also feel
inadequate.
I've been swimming 2-4 times a week, never less than my
tri length, usually more. Last Thursday I swam three
times the length and felt great, would have done more if
I had had time.
I mainly crawl as the other strokes aren't strong ones for
me. I know I need to learn more strokes. Today I mainly did
side stroke and back stroke. That left me way off course,
panicking, having to have a kayak help me back into the
course...at which point I'd go way off course again.
I don't want to quit, but I am darned freaked out about
getting in the water again. I have another sprint tri in a
month and right now I'm not sure if I want to go through
with it...but I know if I don't I'll feel like a quitter.
FWIW, I was last out of the water by a long shot (although a
few were right before, almost everyone else was happily
biking to glory while I was peeling off my wetsuit). I made
up time on both the bike and run and came in feeling strong
and proud of myself for finishing. But I'd sure like to feel
calm in the water. I don't care if I'm slow, I just don't
want another panic attack in the water. No wetsuit next
time, that's for sure. (I really didn't need it, but was
worried I would so I wore it.) I'd only trained with it
twice and I'm sure that was part of the problem.
Thanks in advance.