Good morning, folks.
For about three months I lost some focus on my weight loss goals, for a
variety of reasons, none terribly interesting. I'm placing weight loss
closer to the top of the priorities list now, and so I'm stepping back in to
the asdlc community.
The concept of the "inner fat [censored]," which I learned about here, resonates
with me. I have a strong inner fat [censored] and I came pretty close to letting
it take over. Slowly, over a few months, I started eating [censored] again and
stopped exercising. But I am pleased to report that I'm once again
determined to fight it. I sit here this morning, aching from my first sets
of squats in two and a half months, and only five pounds up from the low I
reached in the spring.
This backslide could have been much worse, and I stopped it before it got
there.
I am working on a new eating plan that will allow me to eat less without
obsessing. Counting calories has always worked for me, and eating low carb
while counting calories worked very well - but it required for me a level of
vigilance that simply wasn't sustainable. It was fantastic while it was my
obsession du jour, but obsessions pass, and I need a plan that I will stay
with even when the novelty passes.
Right now I am keeping it simple: keep the portions small, avoid most
carbs, practice table push-aways, drink lots of water, head on over to the
gym. I'm keeping a very rough mental tally of calories - very rough, like
rounding to the nearest 100 - but I'm not keeping a journal or using FitDay.
This is the opposite of how I've dieted in the past, where I've preached the
essential value of keeping a food journal. But, I want to try something
different for a while, something that feels more like how "normal" people
eat, and see if it works. It might not maximize the rate of weight loss,
but if it means I can stay on it full time instead of being on and off every
four months, it probably will be speedier in the long run.
Those are my thoughts this morning. For those of you who have emailed or
stopped by the blog, thanks for thinking of me.
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carla
http://geekofalltrades.typepad.com/geek
Taking on my inner WFFID