My Grandmother taught me that every single person you meet
will teach you something. Every single one. The trick is to
figure out what that lesson is and then apply it to your
life. I have learned a valuable lesson from those assembled
here. I have suffered from crude oil poisoning which I
contracted years ago. This has caused me certain handicaps
which I strive daily to overcome. Due to the caring of
certain individuals I have been feeling better for the
first time in years. I thought there would be those who
could be helped as well. Obviously people aren't receptive
to help until they are ready for it. Regardless of popular
opinion I am an honerable man. Had I been dishonerable I
would have hidden who and where I was in this newsgroup.
But I put my real name and email address in here because I
cared. I understand the reaction I received even if I was
hurt by its vehemence. I extended a hand to help others and
it was ripped off and I was beaten up with it. But that
will not change my fate. I will still go on as I always
have, as my Grandmother taught me, caring for others. If
any individual still feels compelled to vent their feelings
to me I will not block them. Nor will I respond. You
obviously must do what you believe is right. So do I. I
will simply find a way to do that, which will be better
received and will honor my Grandmother's teachings. I have
a heavy heart over the way this "experiment?" played out.
But as I have learned, this must not have been the way the
Great Spirit wanted me to do it. So I leave you with best
wishes and perhaps we will meet again in better spirits.
Again thank you for another life lesson.
Your friend in spite of all, Jesse Hamilton