....dum dum.
I'm bored. Again. Well, not bored, but in a thinking place where the
thinking appears to have ground to a gritty halt.
Dontcha just HATE choices? Like any of them really matter anyway. I went
here:
www.findyourfate.com/deathmeter/deathmtr.html
to find out how long I'd got left. Turns out I've something like 13,350
days to go before I can quit thinking. That seems like a hell of a lot of
thoughts still to come, and what's even more depressing is knowing that
thinking most of them will be a *complete* waste of time.
Would you want to know your future if you could? I would. Hell, I'll let
god keep 350 of my days if he'd tell me mine. But....what if it was a
GREAT future? Then I'd just have given up almost a year of blissful
happiness. Oh, [censored]!
Another useless fact. Open a new document in Word. Type in:
= rand (200,99)
and hit enter. Strange, huh?
I WANT:
To be braver than I am.
To stop hurting people.
To win. Always.
To be on an upcurve that never stops.
To ask the right questions.
To know the correct answers.
To run forever.
To get the girl.
Actually, I'd settle for the last one only :-) In fact, right now, I'd
trade my soul for the last one only :-)