I know I liked reading stuff like this when I was getting started, so...
I found an old 'weight loss diary' I had kept about 2 years ago. Reading it was
eye-opening. I mean, I thought I remembered how difficult was, but it was
actually 10X more so. I would dutifully eat my low fat, low cal foods, and
wonder why I was so miserable, sick, tired and to top it off, still FAT. In the
same amount of time I've been doing Atkins, I lost maybe 15 pounds. Up-down,
up-down. Weighing myself in the morning and getting SO depressed from GAINING,
when all I had was a small subway sandwich and some rice cakes the day before,
stuff like that. It REALLY made me appreciate what I've discovered with LC, and
what it's done for me. And made me mad/sad that I ever had to go through what I
did before. I was doing it "the right way" the way everybody told me would
work. I'm glad I finally figured out "everybody" was wrong.
I also had to go shopping today. I quite literally have no clothes. (what
little I have is practically falling off, LOL!) Last December I was a size 22W.
Today I was shopping in the misses department (I'm NEVER going back into the
plus section, NEVER! LOL) and 14s fit perfectly. They're not even snug. If I
wasn't so damn poor right now I might have gone crazy. Luckily I was limited to
a few basics, but it didn't stop me from trying on lots of cool stuff, LOL! I
don't plan on staying in 14s for long anyway. Yahoo for me!
And one kind of sad thing. Or puzzling. I saw my best friend (for 20 years!)
yesterday for the first time in almost a year. She didn't say a word about my
weight loss. At first it was depressing to me, but then I thought of a few
things. First of all, she never mentioned my gaining weight either. Maybe she
just doesn't look at me and see a size, she just sees me? I don't know... it's
confusing. The other things is that SHE has gained weight. We're about the same
size now, which hasn't happened in about a decade. Maybe she's embarrassed
about her own gain, I don't know. She'll be staying at my house in a couple of
days, so the way we eat is going to come up. I'm curious about what she'll have
to say about it. LOL!
LCing since 12/01/03-
Me- 5'7" 265/181/140
& hubby- 6' 310/198/180
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