...nick said:Hey all,
(I'm doing research for a grad thesis project; looking for common themes in the experiences of the expert user. If you have a second to give some thought to, and answer the following question, it would be much appreciated!)
We generally don’t think much about something we do every day. Yet if we stop and analyze the experience, there are complex and remarkable things going on that we don’t even notice anymore. I’m asking you to think critically about something you consider routine, to evaluate the experience as if it were the first time.
So, the next time you’re on a bike, examine the experience of going for a ride. Think of what motivates you, the common themes across the different disciplines of riding and racing; and how your experience as a cyclist has affected the rest of your life. If you want, focus on one aspect of the ride; break down the process of cornering; how do you handle traffic, etc.
In short, why do you ride?
Why?
I started riding again as a memorial to my late partner who I lost to HIV/AIDS in 1996 as part of California AIDS Ride 3. What I found for myself was that cycling was freeing, it lifted my soul, relieved the stresses of the day and just made me feel good. It was also a way of asserting that I was alive, having 5 years prior to the loss of my partner, being diagnosed with a brain tumor. Being out there on the bike, in the CA summer sun, sweating, riding mile after mile, pushing myself harder than I ever thought I could, and accomplishing more than I imagined in myself. Being on the bike, made me feel truly alive!
Then in April, 2000, I went out and got stupid and ended up infected myself with HIV. Since then, riding and pushing myself on the bike, up hills, up mountains, riding hundreds of miles per week has only reaffirmed to me that I LIVE and that despite having a virus that will eventually kill me (make no mistake HIV kills 100% of the time and the drugs do not last forever) I am still alive and I am winning the fight for my life.
When I'm on my bike, I feel free. When I'm riding, there is no virus, no meds to take, no stress, no problems, no one but me, the bike and the road and I feel perfectly in touch with the world, the universe and the Creator of all things. Yeah, sometimes I hurt, sometimes I grunt and groan and sweat buckets and the metal creaks and it all feels wonderful. That's what cycling is for me - it's life. It's why I so identify with that guy named Lance.
Eric