Hi Everyone!
I just wanted to come out of lurking to thank most of you (there are always
some exceptions - I have a lot of killfiles since my first day here) for
your wonderful words of wisdom, support, experience, encouragement and for
being so easy to relate to. I see myself in so many of the posters in this
group it makes it that much easier to continue on. I would personally like
to thank Luna for being able to put into words the way that I feel a lot of
the time, to Saffire for being the first set of progress pictures showing me
that this is a way of life that can make a difference, to LCer09 for being
so real (also gets my vote for best looking couple with her husband) and to
Carol (Damsel) for all of the support she gives to everyone here (you are
truly a beautiful person inside and out). Of course there are many others
here also that contribute so much on a daily basis, thanks to you too.
I have been low carbing since the end of March of this year and with the
support of this group I have been going strong. The reason I came out of
lurking is because I know due to history that the next five months are my
"living hell" period (Oct. - Feb) and I do not want to undo all the
wonderful gains I have made so far. This time of year is hard on my
physically and emotionally because of my job stress (retail management) and
emotional stress (three suicides of close friends) that have happened at
this time of year over the past years. Over time I have been able to deal
with the depression, but looking back I have never dealt with it in a
healthy manner (eat more, start smoking). The only smart thing I did was go
for therapy after the second suicide. Anyway, I don't want it to sound like
I am a pathetic depressed loser, I just worry about the time frame coming up
and hope with the support of this group that I will be able to make it
through this rough time. You have all been supportive to each other, I
figure it cannot hurt.
Thanks for listening to me ramble.
Take care,
moonprincess