Well, I'm still struggling. Or rather still making excuses to eat [censored].
I'm bloated, farting like nothing on earth, and feeling like [censored].
You'd think I would've learnt by now, right? 🙂
I do have one positive piece of news though. It's been a week since I
drank any diet coke. Yay!! I was at the stage where I was drinking
approx 2 litres a day. 🙁 The only water I would drink was at work,
where I have a sipper bottle I guzzle from. I don't drink tea/coffee
etc. The first few days were the worst. I had a splitting headache,
that pounded constantly, but I managed to make it. I'm now drinking
only water for the first time in a loooong time.
So now to my eating. The worst part of the "day" for me is when I get
home from at 4am. I'm still trying to wind down, so don't want to go to
bed straight away, and usually find myself heading for the fridge and
tv. If I can break this habit (no, WHEN I break this habit), everything
else should fall into place.
Today I am 176lbs (I think I have the conversion from kgs right). I'm
also going to put my scales outside in the shed to stop myself
obssesing over what they say!
I've done this once. I *will* do it again, and for good this time! I
deserve it.
🙂