Stood outside for over an hour in the windy cold yesterday for a funeral, then squeezed into a house full of people for whatever the thing after a funeral is called where you eat and hug everyone. And now I'm sick. And sad, because I miss my aunt and it felt weird to be at her house without her there, and I know how hard it's going be for her kids. I was going to go over again today and spend time with them, but I'm really really sick.