It is a beautiful afternoon, I tell myself. If I keep telling myself that, maybe I'll grow to
believe it. Yesterday, however - yesterday was 30 degrees warmer with a New Mexico kind of a sky.
Nobody would dispute that yesterday was truly a beautiful afternoon.
But today...
Today the wind has teeth. The sky is solid overcast, and the lack of definition to the clouds
broadly hints of rain. An unpleasant but apt match for my state of mind as I unlock the bike and
decide whether to wear my coat or strap it to the rack. One more look around and I opt to wear the
sweatshirt and bag the coat. Next month won't offer an option.
I do wear the gloves, though.
Home is around 9 km away - if I take the short way. But already I know I won't. Today I need the
time. I need the distance. I need the perspective. So I'm not really surprised when the turnoff to
home slips behind and I press on straight upwind toward the bike path. By this time I'm pretty
warmed up, and grateful to have had uneventful crossings of three significant roads. Soon I'm
running 26-27kph on the path with a couple of cold and wind driven tears starting back toward my
ears but they evaporate before they get far. The path itself is deserted except for one 8 year old
on a BMX bike. I slow down as we meet (he's a little wobbly), and we exchange waves. I'm glad for
the greeting.
Another 10 minutes and I've passed the airport and am outside of town. Any latent frustrations are
now miles behind me. I wait at one more intersection and take a fresh look at the sky. It has
texture now, a deceptively subtle pattern that tells a story of the unending struggle between hot
and cold, wet and dry, and between lows and highs.
Home is straight downwind now, and now I am ready to be there. Using the wind as my unwitting ally,
I hold nothing back. 39, 40, 41 ... I don't care, and I don't look again. It is enough to absorb
every hue, every scent, every burble of wind. I soak it all in as the bike seems to disappear
beneath me. I want this part of the ride to last. I want to be home.
I tell my wife I ride for the exercise. I tell my coworkers I ride to save gas and money.
I lie.
I ride for the pure and simple joy of doing so.